And What Is Meditation Anyway

It is surprisingly simple.

It is one conscious breath.

You let the air pass your nostrils, through your nasal passages, down through your throat and into your lungs. Your stomach moves slightly outward. Your chest widens. Then the air turns back, passing upwards until it reaches your nostrils and releases itself again into the universe.

If you were totally present, perfectly still, without doing anything, simply aware of the path of the air, meditation happened.

And if, out of pure happiness, you decide to follow one more conscious breath, meditation continues.

And perhaps another.

And another.

You may begin to recognise a deep inner peace arising. And as you continue, perhaps that peace increases. Somewhere along the way there may appear a quiet happiness.

Continue a little longer and something rather extraordinary may make itself known: the simple joy of existing.

And then, if you are lucky, you may find yourself in bliss.

If this is the case, you probably don’t need to come to my retreat.

Although, if you would simply like ten days in good company, doing absolutely nothing in beautiful surroundings in the highlands of Sri Lanka, you are most welcome.

This is meditation.

It is so disarmingly simple that its profundity is easily overlooked.

There are no secret techniques and no hidden wisdom waiting to be revealed on day ten.

I can point my finger towards the moon, but you have to turn your head and look for yourself.

You could sum up the whole teaching in seven words:

Sit still. Do nothing. Watch your breath.

Even a child could teach this.

Probably much better than I.

After that, we just sit still.

And perhaps, somewhere between one breath and the next, we recognise that nothing needs to be taken away and nothing needs to be added.

It was already here.

We had simply overlooked it.

And perhaps that is the whole point.

Ānāpānasati -Mindfulness of Breathing

And how does all this fit with the Buddha’s teaching on mindfulness of breathing, Ānāpānasati?

Very well, I think.

In the Ānāpānasati Sutta, the Buddha begins with wonderfully simple instructions:

“A monk, having gone to the forest, to the foot of a tree, or to an empty hut, sits down; having folded his legs crosswise, set his body erect, and established mindfulness before him.”

That is where it begins.

The traditional posture is cross-legged, preferably something resembling the lotus position. But since many of us, myself included, are about as flexible as a garden rake, the important thing is simply to sit reasonably comfortably, in a position where you can remain still for a reasonably long time.

Then you establish mindfulness.

For me, this means moving from the thinking mind into the immediate experience of the present moment. One way is to move your attention through the body, simply feeling the different parts without thinking about them. Or you can listen for a while to the sounds around you — without naming them, analysing them or wondering where they come from. Just hearing.

And then you bring your attention to the breath.

You are mindful when you breathe in.

You are mindful when you breathe out.

That is basically it.

You sit still. You do nothing. You are mindful of the breath.

What follows in the Ānāpānasati Sutta is usually translated in formulations such as, “He trains thus: I shall breathe in calming the bodily formation,” followed by further descriptions of what happens with the body, feelings, mind and mental qualities.

Here my understanding differs from the usual interpretation.

When the Buddha says, “He trains thus,” I do not understand this to mean that the meditator now has to do something new — deliberately calm the body, manufacture joy, produce happiness, create tranquillity, or make the mind let go.

To my understanding, “he trains thus” continues to mean exactly the same practice with which he began: he sits still, does nothing, and remains mindful of the breath.

What changes is not what he is doing.

What changes is what begins to happen.

Meditation is not something we do. Meditation is something that happens when we stop doing.

The breathing becomes calmer. The body settles. Joy arises. Happiness appears. The mind becomes still. Equanimity deepens. And eventually insight begins to arise.

The sixteen steps of Ānāpānasati are therefore, in my understanding, not sixteen different things to do. They are a map of what naturally unfolds when we continue doing the one very simple thing with which we started.

Sit still.

Do nothing.

Be mindful of the breath.

I should emphasise that this is my own understanding of the sutta, based very much on what I have experienced in my own meditation. It may differ considerably from traditional commentarial or academic interpretations.

But for me this distinction is essential.

We don’t calm the mind.

The mind calms.

We don’t create joy.

Joy arises.

We don’t manufacture stillness.

Stillness appears when, for a moment, we stop interfering with it.

For some people this apparently happens rather easily. I was not one of them. My mind was extremely active and had a remarkable ability to be everywhere except where I happened to be. So it took me a very long time.

But I persisted.

Gradually something changes. Stillness deepens. Equanimity becomes stronger. And out of this stillness, insight begins to arise naturally — into impermanence (anicca), non-self (anattā), emptiness (suññatā), and the nature of our clinging and suffering.

So, in its simplest form:

Sit still. Do nothing. Be mindful of the breath.

That is the practice.

The rest is the gift you get for free.

And even this path is not something the Buddha claimed to have invented. In the Nagara Sutta he gives a beautiful image. A man wandering through a forest discovers an ancient path, an ancient road travelled by people long ago. He follows it and comes upon “an ancient city, an ancient capital” — with parks, groves, ponds and walls, a delightful place.

The Buddha then says that he too discovered an ancient path, travelled by the fully awakened Buddhas of the past. That ancient path is the Noble Eightfold Path. He followed it and came to direct knowledge of suffering, its arising and its cessation.

I like that image very much.

Perhaps meditation is something like this too.

We are not constructing something new. We are not trying to manufacture peace, happiness or wisdom. We are not even trying to become something special.

We simply rediscover an old, almost forgotten path beneath all our thinking, striving and becoming.

And we follow it.

Until, somewhere beyond the overgrown forest, we begin to glimpse the faint outlines of the ancient city, its walls catching the light.

The city was there all along.

Different spiritual traditions approach this in different ways. Some attend to the breath, some to silence, emptiness, prayer, God, a sacred image or a mantra. The language and methods may differ, but somewhere underneath them there seems to be a remarkably simple invitation:

Stop for a while.

Sit still.

Do nothing.

And see what happens when you stop trying to make something happen.

And What Is Gestalt Therapy Anyway?

And what is Gestalt therapy?

Well, it is basically the same thing, in other words, from another tradition, slightly more modern. Different words, perhaps, but pointing in much the same direction.

Don’t do anything. Just let whatever arises, arise.

And if what arises can be met with compassion, friendliness and kindness, that can become a healing moment. The emotional baggage you may have been carrying for many years can begin to dissolve and release.

Simply by coming into this present moment.

Also here, you don’t have to do very much. What needs to arise will arise by itself if you are simply here and now.

Gestalt therapy is an experiential form of therapy where we explore what is happening here and now.

It can be surprisingly simple, and sometimes surprisingly intense. There may be sorrow, fear, frustration or anger — but also surprisingly much joy, happiness and fun.

Nothing needs to be hidden.

You are invited to come as you are.

Rather than endlessly analysing why we are the way we are, Gestalt invites us to become aware of how we are, moment by moment.

And through that awareness, something new can become possible.

But nobody can do that part for you. You can lead a horse to water, but you cannot make it drink.

Gestalt can help us find the water.

The drinking we have to do ourselves.

And it begins with something very simple: allowing what is here to be here.

Accept everything whatsoever.

That is what allows the past finally to become the past, instead of continually interfering with this present moment.

Gestalt therapy is, in the end, simply an invitation to become more fully alive.